This is a good read because I dared to be honest and own my truths which is the first step to recovery. I'm opening myself up to all the stigma associated with addicts, and the crack-head jokes etc. because I feel that my story can gives others hope to keep battling this disease of addiction. No, "Ain't going back and forth with you", on whether you feel it's a disease or a choice. My primary goal in telling my story is to reach out to the addict still suffering, and their families. The Disease of addiction is an ongoing battle, and relapse is a part of recovery. If you have a relapse don't wallow in it! Get back up again and back on the straight path! I'm thriving and well, but it's a daily struggle. Crack-cocaine addicts can recover!